Type till my wrist breaks

wednesday,cramps

2009-07-15T17:25:48Z

everything is good.

gentle giant NOTICE

2009-06-04T22:17:54Z

i am ready to spur58.!

clumsy

2009-05-05T22:58:18Z

i'm forgetting everything. and it's terrible....oh

it is imperative for my STABILITY that i remember.

i have blisters on my fingers because i forgot that heat burns you..

i can't forget things,i cannot!

mother

2009-05-04T23:01:24Z

even female dogs want their puppies to be clean.

grasshopper season

2009-04-12T14:40:33Z

*wipes lip (you left your saliva on me again..it's cute)

how much more can i define this for you? but i enjoi you either way. i mean your new at this,it's the first timer..so i gotta slow it down but baby i'm getting restless from all the sleepwalking i wish you'd wake up!

he's drinking milk now

2009-04-06T21:58:15Z

so he's drinking milk now so i'm talking to you now and i miss you.
and then in some 30 min.
we find this

i used to listen to this n think of my ex.. but
i was forced to quit smoking weed, cold turkey, today. i can't describe how i feel.. my bro just got put in jail too. like my ex,
that stuff helped me out a lot, but screwed everything up too. i just don't think i'll ever get over you, weed... or my ex? hah.. :(

BY TheGitfiddlekid

IT'S QT i mean how DM not the DMV online chat at night or how giants and butterflies are lovely and have tongues inside of other poeple's cheeks (starstruckk pretty much well not really i mean FRC and its playground at night being wet and all)

i think i finished
he stopped drinking the milk

April Fool's day

2009-04-01T23:12:15Z

LSD and tongue inside of Garrett's cheeks. yeah!

oh,wait i have to feel a sudden rush of sorrow because
"never talking to you again" in a message &&
"your phone won't be working till friday" &&
"be good my friend i'm happy for you"

woot. besides how everyone else is pointing and shoving at me
i'm happy

anamary_22 @ 2009-03-18T15:40:00

2009-03-18T19:53:20Z

i'm sorry i write so much my dear iryha marmaleta.
i've been so confused,confuso the great diete..i forget him all the time. that's great cause i forgot to control myself too.
i like hugging but i hate how i can't hold hands with hot handed people,,err. *rereads the greek article on circe
i danced the other night with a friend,and it was old and tiring and i started to cry afterwards when he lay me down in bed,because well he's a great dancer and i love dancing but i missed dancing so much and it just sucked to not be able to see who i was dancing with..he always blindfolds me.

i dunno,maybe butterflies don't really eat carrotts but vice versa,but well yahhh.

Dear

2009-03-15T02:09:41Z

my lovely blossom,,(Jesus,my God..oh)

it is with great joy and love that i write this to you..i am sitting on the toilet in a stall,i am sitting here for a reason.
i heard your voice again,in my head..
and as always when i do hear you i like to be in quiet and peace because it is very critical to me that i can hear you,just once more..
i love you my darling,forever and ever. you are like no other,your love is like nothing i know of.
i miss your hands,your kisses,your everlasting smile that spreads delicately across the ocean.
but my darling i wrote to you not to express grief but joy,i have been in a process.
i'm sure the doctors have released me for a reason,people don't feel scared for me now,i no longer have to carry around my bandages..
my darling i have learned that i was hurt,but your love and my undying effort to reach you..

It saved me.
I'm coming Home soon,I hope you'll be happy to see me.

forever and eternally yours,

anamary_22 @ 2009-02-28T15:41:00

2009-02-28T20:47:47Z

ohay,maryposita has wings now of the colors of le oceana~! besides the fact that she is now Edified and has to make it into several college grants it's fine..she's wedded to Kyle and Garrett for the sake of the gay people who enjoy watching them hold hands.
I miss Eric and Pedro and Adrian a lot...yunho? but for now i'm okay...i'm okay
~i got my first letter from Peddy today it was asking for money though : / ii still love him though. (even if i expected a hello letter)
~Garrett is a sweet kid to tall and awkward to hug but we do anyways and we switch rings every chance we see each other..<3
~Kyle helps me throw up in English and gives me hugs in moments of displeasure..(i should go visit flanagan one of these days)
~Ry has a deep voice that sooths the soul

water polo season is here so so so i have a lot of competions to attend,i have SAT and ACT to pracitce for and FCAT in a few days..!!,i've got to attend Flamingo and Christian Community churches,I've got preachings to study and FMPA club meets too.

P.s happy birthday

A review

2009-02-09T23:58:27Z

Dear Iryha Marmaleta,
i'm sitting on the train heading about 5cm/s and it's nice and chilly in here.
i spilled some hot choclate on the new black dress i bought but it's ok i'll wash it when i get to Tammy's apartment.
I'm excited to be leaving Florida,it's a mild place that I just don't know anymore...i miss some people but not really enough to say I should stay..
I'll be attending Emory university later on after i finish boarding school in NJ i'm excited because it's not an all girls school!
I'm still in love so don't worry about that,i just don't think i could get over you..it's really nice being in love with you honey.
Jude is swell here in this train he loves everything about it except seeing other indie boyz it gets him jelous along with Teddy and Noel but they are getting along really great for a recent friendship..speaking of friends i miss you too i'll call you from the next available payphone to tell you i love you forever and a day..I've been surviving with my indie music,but i'm still scene and fly the beatles are always nice on those oh so gloomy days plus i get to eat cold snickers often i dunno it helps to get over you.

I'm sorry i ramble to much,i'm afraid the train has stopped and i'm going outside to take photos with a stranger i just saw who reminds me of justin pierre,i love you.

come home soon you know my arms are open for you my darling..

love you truly always
_________(insert name here)

anamary_22 @ 2009-01-02T13:54:00

2009-01-02T18:56:20Z

the thing i hate most about living with you and everyone who claims to be a title of relation
is how you all will put your obstacles in the way of who we could be.
how you know you have no control,no dicipline,no nothing
but if someone tells you the truth you'll go on a rampage to seem so in control.
the only control you have here is how tight the rope is getting around your own kneck

anamary_22 @ 2008-12-28T15:41:00

2008-12-28T20:43:33Z

i want someone to want me like people long for the dead.
i'd like to beautiful and maybe even a bit more pretty eyed.

but that's a lot said santa.
i know said mariana but i like to hope.

aww your cute said santa.

mcdreamy grey

2008-12-17T20:45:54Z

i must explain somethings first or for most i have a boyfriend now,jude.we both met each other at our school hogwarts where our teacher mr.mcdreamy introduced us since we both only say the words "fresh" and "oh". anyways after a while jude liked to walk me to class while listening to cheeodos and he would hold my hand and kiss and i would call him beautiful. he texts me at night now and i always say please and thank you if he lets me sleep with him,i like to dance too.
but then i found out jude was from atlantis and was sickle cell anemic to the heterozygous point that i proclamied my never ending love for him and bought him a new lense wipe cleaner for his twin camera which matches mine!

(this was his backyard!!)

i'm not happy. not at all i cry at night and since i'm sick i cough too. but i am okay? my big brother is making things easier i miss people though so i'm sorry i don't hang out with you no more but i'm just in a hateful mood lately..all i want is my big brother.

anamary_22 @ 2008-12-08T21:34:00

2008-12-09T02:35:13Z

this just hurts a lot.

i'm wounded.

anamary_22 @ 2008-11-28T08:09:00

2008-11-28T01:09:35Z

sometimes i want to be like jean cause he doesnt give a fuck

then i want to be like pedro cause he is strong and gives a fuck but gets fucking over with it

then i look at my hands and say well i'm not either
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
i need me some weed boys
they distract me so good there breath smells like weed

wrestling with rest

2008-11-12T02:49:30Z

i need someone to sleep with me~fill out an application
where did weed go? he was hear a month ago trying to kiss me

mmm i tryed to tie myself down but everything is so unstable
the only thing left was to shoot myself with this gun!

it worked cause i'm here now and writing else where

it's just beautiful what happens

i dont wanna any

2008-10-22T20:00:16Z

he was all like let's do this one last time,
and i was like quiet
so he was like don't even think about it being the last time for now
and i was like ok,ok
and he was like are you ready
and i was like yes

and then we danced in the name of love